Tag: Shannen Angell

  • Even When by Shannen Angell

    Thank you to this damned body
    a middle ground
    no man’s land
    mediation between the warring sides
    the daggers in its skin
    its joints
    its bones
    and the self that extends past
    physicality

    instead embracing compassion
    creativity consistency
    even when its body is
    incapable of walking
    even when its body is
    locked to the bed
    even when its body
    cannot contain an ounce more
    of pain

    Thank you to this damned mind
    a middle ground
    pie in the sky
    idealist who insists that
    inviting cousin chronic illness
    to the wake will not
    reignite the generations-long battle
    between the self that extends past
    physicality

    and the physicality itself
    the space it demands to fill
    even when its mind is
    struggling to swim
    even when its mind is
    convinced of its dusk
    even when its mind
    still cannot give up
    and continues to raise
    its hand


    Shannen Angell attends Utah Valley University and is pursuing her bachelor’s degree in writing studies. When she isn’t writing poetry, she can be found cross stitching or playing Animal Crossing. She has previously been published in UVU’s Touchstones and Snow College’s Weeds.